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spam me :]
lastnite.. trying to sleep wasnt an opion for me. i havent been doing an updates lately. ive been so busy with school. and have no time for anything els. on the possitive note i finished this course today:] on the negative i still wonder whats wrong with me. and why i hate my self and my past. does every one feel so cruel or is it just me?
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Between his four walls is where we sat amongst his bed. Our days few by while learning from another, and our energy never ran out. Usually I would observe him and discover his beauty as he would secretly do the same. Running my fingers through his soft thick hair as I put him to sleep, the peaceful hour was too sweet to rest for I would stay awake until the moon rose upon his window sheers. His room was like a magical world, almost as if everything was perfect and untouchable. Love which seemed to not escape his four walls was like I had been lucky for the first time, to be able to have such a romantic weekend that no one could touch. His arms were what taunted my heart strings to say “I love you to”. Well, what more is there to say when a human being is deeply in love? These moments we shared in his room were met to come to an end in some point in time. And from then on I tried to get that same feeling back and it yet remains uncovered inside me.
